Tuesday, January 16, 2007
val is a box ; i'm a slug WITH PROTEIN ; kexin's a dodo ; yufei's a nut ;
ziyan's a humpty dumpty!well, cause her bro is a humpty dumpty, and she asked me to think of a name for her.
yeah, so she's humpty dumpty no.2 but humpty dumpty easier to call. :D
val's rubbish! :D
oh yeah, during cl lecture i was crapping down there, then leona connie and val xiao si. HAHA.
anyway, today got band u.
KAIXIN! my skirt's spoilt!
i think my band u is sylvia's o.o
haiya, skirt spoil le.
ZIYAN bring ur band u skirts okay. :D
mel! thankyou! maybe you won't read this but oh well. sometimes i still think i can't make it. i know what kexin said is true about a snr not giving up on a jnr. but sometimes i just feel super lousy, like i pull the whle section down liddat. kexin's tone and everything is pro de. then quinza can pitch so well, and yeah, i can't make it in either aspects. i don't know how you feel about this, but then i feel super lousy about the whole thing. i know i join later than all of you, yeah, i know that when i first came to main band, chong said i was better than quin, then now its like i can't even pitch past a F or something, my pitching is totally haywire. i know sometimes we don't listen to you, and we don't talk to you, and sometimes we kind of keep to our sec3 batch, then i always go yak with the tbones and ziyan they all. in fact, today i nv expected you to tell me honestly about how you feel. i dont know what you told me was the truth or not, i supposed it isn't. i wasn't going to cry, honestly. yeah, i won't give up de. i won't. but sometimes i just feel like i'm so not good and stuff, and i can't make it. the whole while, kexin still complains about this and that, intonation and everything. i just feel bad. i know u can't not improve even if you're quite gd alr. but still, it just discourages me. (KEXIN I'M NOT SCOLDING YOU!)i want to do that staccato properly. and tonguing. thankyou mel, for not giving up on me. (:
kexin, i'm not blaming u or anything, its just that i think you're very pro de. (: i will still mad and laugh with you.
35 pracs to syf.
35 pracs for gold with honours.
35 pracs for our dream to come true.
35 pracs is all we have,
35 pracs.
8:41 PM